Kendalalley’s Blog

… so what else would I do but blog? Ha. I am ‘contradiction’ personified.
(Romans 7:14-25)

ANYWAY…

I am currently printing out TONS of research that I must read, comprehend, create an opinion, (a scholarly thoughtful opinion at that) and write 2 research papers that are due on Thursday. Oh, and tomorrow is Wednesday… as in… Church day.

Normally this is where I would allow everyone to fuss at me about procrastination and how its my own fault- but I really am not feeling guilt as much as I am exahustion- so don’t waste your breath. I have been too busy cranking out dozens of papers in the last month- I have not had time to worry with these.

As I wait for these papers to print one could argue that the best use of my time would be to go ahead and start reading the research that has already printed. But I really don’t think my brain can take any more information tonight. I must get on here and vent some of my thoughts out in order to make some room for more information I will read about after about 4 hours of sleep. Don’t judge me. lol

The end is near. I just have to make it 3 more weeks. I am looking forward to having my sanity back. Everything is going so well- if only I had some mental capacity to trully enjoy as God is unfolding such awesome stuff right now! haha! Anyway, I’m blessed to have such awesome people surrounding me as I deal with this school stress. I have had a lot of the coolest people in the world come into my life… but right now I am feeling even extra encouraged by the people in my life now. Like never before I feel myself being raised up by friends and mentors of a higher level than myself- and I just long to be in their presence, on the phone with, or texting them all, all the time! ha! I love that after six hours of being with someone one on one I left feeling like a better person… like I had just experienced the actual love of God. have you ever just been so overwhelmed with the love of God? Man… I feel like I am getting to know God in a whole new way— I am loving this season in my walk with God… If I could be so bold to quote the greatest artist of them all, “Its all about love, love, love, love, love”- Steven Curtis Chapman